Mixed feeling

What do you want? 

What am I longing for?

Why am I feeling down?

Dear bloggie, 

I haven't seen you in a while.

How's life? 

I just need a place to express my feeling.

Thanks god you're where I can spit my words out

I'm currently doing my fourth semester which are taking 7 subjects

Heavy and stressful. 

Pray hard I could pass all the subjects in this semester. 

I'm in a dilemma. 

I'll call it irresolution.

I have to make my mind up whether I'm studying abroad or locally by this week.

I wanna experience UK life so badly.

The main problem is I have to take journalism course to replace Event subjects if I'm studying in UK. 

I hate writing as well as I can't write. 

I'm sucks at that. 

I wanna leave where I'm used to be to somewhere new.