Imma lost

As you can see from the title,
Yea.
I'm so lost now
Sob

The day before SPM result released,
I used to answer people that I'm still
waiting for result when others are asking about
my future plan.
The SPM result is just released.
And now,
RIGHT NOW
there's no more excuse.
:(
Where should I go?

I have my plan actually.
I'm interested in Mass Communication.
Mass Comm in PR & Event.
The problem is,
which college should I go for this?
Sighhhhh

Many of my friends began their college life.
D:
I don't like the feeling of separating
However,
I know everyone has to go through this.
I'm seasoning it.

What makes life dreary is the want of motive.
What do you think is a preferable way of life?
I want a carefree life.
Is it possible?
*Day-dreaming*

Secondary school life,
those were the best years of my life
:'(